This type love

I want a love like me thinking of you thinking of me thinking of you type love,
or me telling my friends more than I've ever admitted to myself about how I feel about you type love,
or hating how jealous you are, but loving how much you want me all to your self type love,
or seeing how your first name just sounds so good next to my last name,
I wanted to see how far I could get without calling you, and I barely made it out of my garage.
See, I want a love that makes me wait until he falls asleep then wonder if he dreaming about us being in love type love,
or who loves the other more,
or what he's doing at this exact moment,
or slow dancing in the middle of our apartment to the music of our hearts..
Closing my eyes and imagining how a love so good could just hurt so much when he's not there.
I love not knowing where this love is headed type love.
I want to place those little post-it notes all around the house so he never forgets how much I love him type love then not have enough ink in my pen to write all there is to love about this type love.
Hope that I make him feel as good as he makes me feel,
and I want to deal with my friends making fun of me the way I made fun of them when they went through the same kind of love type love.
Only difference is this is one of those real love type loves.
and just like working hard, I want to spend hours on the phone with him not saying shit,
and then fall asleep and then wake up with him right next to me,
and smell him all up in my covers type love..
I want to try to counting the ways I love him, and then lose count in the middle just so that I have to start all over again.
I want to celebrate one of those month anniversaries even though they ain't really anniversaries, but doin' it just cause it makes him happy type love.
I want to fall in love with the melody the phone plays when his number is dialed in to the phone type loves and then talk to you til I lose my breathe, he leaves me breathless, so with the expanding of my lungs I inhale all of him back into me..
I want a love that makes me need to change my cell phone calling plan to something that allows me to talk to him longer because, in all honesty, I want to avoid one of them high cell phone bill type loves.
I want a love that makes me regret how small my hands are - I mean the lines on my palms don't give me enough time to love as long as I'd like to type loves,
and I want a love that makes me st-st-st-st-stutter just thinking about how strong this love is type love.
I want a love that makes me want to cut off all my hair…
Well, maybe not all of the hair…
maybe if I like cut the split ends but it will still be a symbol of how strong my love is for him.
I kinda feel comfortable now, so I even be fantasizing about walking out on a green light just dying to get hit by a car just so that I could lose my memory get transported to some third world country just to get treated then somehow meet up again with you so that I could fall in love with you in a different language just to see if it still feels the same type love.
I want a love that's as unexplainable as he is type love.